I was shocked when I defecated blood this past day, I defecated blood twice. And this day, I just saw some linings of intestines on my stool. I am so afraid of what’s happening to me now. One of my close friend told me, that I’m just paying what I did in the past :(. I cried the past days. I can no longer hold on for this burden, but I must fight coz I have dreams and plans in life, one of which is to help my family and relatives and pay back the things they gave to me .

GOD PLEASE HELP ME.